Life got the better of me there, but I’m bouncing back, fighting my demons and keeping the boxing gloves on to help beat the shit out of yours for you too. You take me for granted because you know that I'll always be here, at home, waiting for you to come back. You go about your day to day life, and just forget that I'm still here. Still here for the support, I’m sorry I went quiet for a few years. You're blissfully unaware of the darkness that overwhelms my mind everyday. Stay strong and keep on fighting through this you absolute trooper. Your life is valued, and if it doesn’t feel like it right now, I can promise you that in the future there are people you are yet to meet, places to discover and feelings to indulge in. This was my purpose, to be a mother to my son, and this is what I want you all to take away from this one post, if it be one thing – YOU HAVE A REASON FOR BEING HERE ON THIS EARTH. The lonely nights, on and off relationships with different boys trying to fill the void in my heart, pleading to the earth to just let me go, not knowing why the fuck I had a purpose on this planet… and it’s lead me here. It’s crazy how my life (in the words of fresh prince) got flipped turned upside down – I never imagined myself here. I’ll just start outright – I’m 21 now, I’m a mum to an 11 month old boy named Zachary, I have a partner called James, and we live up in Staffordshire and have a kitten named Phoebe.
My god, I have no idea where to begin with it all to be honest.
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